And I don't Repent || Laaga Chunari mein daag

...And I Don't Repent

I don’t repent

I’m proud of my scars, daily perspiration

Every evening, hunger penetrates me

My hands, breasts, shoulders turn wet.

I will not repent

The bed of roses always had their thorns

thousand Inflammations, like kisses…

I’ve danced naked into the night

I’ve cried over my piers, each time I burned.

Unheard..

I’ve jested over my path of vengeance

I’m a mother, I’m a life …

I’m the reflection that is envisioned over my child

With the scars.

I … don’t want to repent, I care no more.

I’ve relaxed over my satisfaction,

I’ve learned to quench my thirst.

And when

Every evening, hunger penetrates me

I think of the night, the sunny fields, the starry sky

That once was mine… that I deserved and I don’t repent.

- by wreetojyoti

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Laaga Chunari Mein Daag

Manvaa Mein Mere Aandhi Hai Uthi, Aur Stabdh Khadi Hoon Main
Saanson Mein Baandh Apni Hi Saans, Nishabd Khadi Hoon Main
Duniyaa Se Jeeti Jeeti, Khud Se Haari Bas Dhvast Khadi Hoon Main
Aaina Main Aur Aks Main, Mad Mast Khadi Hoon Main

Jham Jham Jham Jham Jhamjawaat
Antar Mein Gunje Diwas Raat
Ek Shunya Shunya Kapti Vishal
Maya Ki madhyam mantrajaal 
Mann ki dasha Se Ladti Main Bhidhi
Vishwast Khadi Hoon Main
Meri Laaj Main Hoon, Chunar Bhi Main Hoon
Chunar Pe Daag Bhi Main

Main Dhvast Dhvast, Main Nasht Pasht
Main Saral Wirral, Main Ati Vishishta
Main Shyam Shwet, Badal Mein Ret
Nirajhar Si Jhari Hoon Main
Andhiyari Raat, Deepak Main Baati
Swapnil Si pari Hoon Main
Kanchan Ki Kaaya, Apna Hi Saaya
Bas Khud Se Dari Hoon Main
Lakdi Mein Geeti, Thodi Seeli Seeli
Tham Tham Ke Jalli Hoon Main
Main Maaya Maaya, Main Chaaya Chaaya
Aatma Aur Kaaya Main

Nistabdh Khadi Hoon Main
Nishabdh Khadi Hoon Main
Vidhvast Khadi Hoon Main
Sarvatra Khadi Hoon Main ...

 -by Swanand Kirkire